Q BUEN FIN DE SEMANA! LA VERDAD ES Q QUIERO CONTARLES TODO PERO ES MUCHO Y MUCHA FIACA... PERO MERECE SER NOMBRADO. EL CASAMIENTO Y LAS SALIDAS CON MIS AMIGAS FUERON LO MEJOR! OJALA Q SE REPITA... =)

*update: les comento q me arrepiento de parte de lo q hice. pasmmdv. slmaeqntedlqpaspejmtm.

yesterday was really a great day! i had a lot of fun and did lots of different things =) i woke up at 8.30am and 9.30am gise came home and we went to meme's. we had breakfast at california deli mmm yumi yumi... we spent a lot of time talking about many things, quite serious issues, and obviously we had a lot of fun. afterwards we returned to memes and made some vanilla cookies... haha we took some pictures, i'll post them later cause they haven't been uploaded yet!

theen... we did drive thru in McDonalds and we went to school.... we were given the "visitor" sign (i dunno how to call it) and it felt weird.... 3 months ago we only had to pass through the gates with our uniforms and that was all. All the girls which saw as looked at us and i suppose they thought "wow.. they finished high school, i wanna be in their places" jeje when u r about to finish high school u really wanna get out of school... but seeing everybody in their uniforms, and saying hi to my former teachers, walking through the corridors, watching the different tiny repairs done in the summer... all those little silly things bought back to me millions of memories. We even had the chance to chat a lil bit with Mr. Melton... he was a teacher which came in 2000 from London.. but in the end of 2001 he left school and went to Spain. He was my history teacher, and he prepared my classmates and i for the IGCSE. he was young and full of energies, and we loved him so much... he was one of the greatest teachers i had in high school. he is still young (28yrs old now, but it feels no time has gone by) and he is full of energies as usual, and he remember each one of us, and our sisters and how we behaved in class and everything. and he was really impressed to see us all grown up (we were 13 when he taught us, now we are 18) so it felt quite weird... going back to school... watching the place, the teachers... everything remains the way we saw it for the last time in November! but im happy i have finished high school... im quite exited about starting college... (the 10th or 11th) i feel a whole new life is about to start!!

after visiting school i came back home with meme... and we spent time watching some old pictures and talking and doing different things. =( im really gona miss her... i wish her father gets a job here in Argentina. meme is one of my best friends... she is from Chile, but when she was 12 she moved here to Argentina. and now... her family is moving back to Chile... and she is supposed to go with them, at least for one year! grrr.... but, there is still a possibility...if her father gets a new job over here he'll stay, but it seems he cannot fin one. so in a week... or two... she'll be moving back =( so every little moment i spend with her its great and we talk about so many different things and arrghhh... i wish she could stay here! one year is quite a long time.

when meme left home i started to organize my night! talked with some friends and we decided to go to some bar... but around 2am... sooo.... after having dinner until that time i arranged with him to go out and have some drinks. soo... around 11pm he picked me up and we went to neo cultural and i had an ice cream... =) we talked a lot, i confided to him some important stuff about my personal life and he gave some good advices. i had a really nice time with, i enjoy his company very much. i wish he enjoys mine. he is a really nice guy. (aifil?)

then i went to gise's (at 2am) and an hour later we went to beer tower, which is a bar 5 blocks away from her house. we went with clarita.. agus wanted to go, but when she arrived she had forgotten her id so she couldn’t get inside =( anyway.... there we meet with some of clarita's friends... very nice guys, hehe... and after having some drinks we went to clarita's house. she has decorated her balcony so she wanted to show it to us. we spent some time over there chatting with this guys and around 6.30am we returned to gise's ... something which im not going to write here happened, and unfortunately i couldn't stay at her home, so i returned to my own home sweet home and went directly to my bed!

uff... quite a long day really, maybe i didn't describe it properly cause there are lots of thoughts and feelings which cannot be written down, especially not in a blog... cause they are private, of course.

im not feeling quite well now... anyway... i'll eat something now and go to gym to do some exercise! uiii... see ya later!

today was the last one of my admission course to college! yep... i don't have to take the exmans because of the IB (yeeeeah!!) so... next week all my classmates will be sitting for their exams and i'll be enjoying my last week of holidays! the 11th of march i'll start college! yep.. 1st year of medicine. haven't talked with him yet... he is online, he said hi twice but first i was at the gym and then i was having lunch, i said hi to him, but he seems to be away! =( anyway... if im lucky enough i'll see him this weekend. i realy wish to see him. tomorrow im having breakfast with gise and meme... we got lots of things to talk about!

my sister started school today. it was weird to see her in the uniform.. and to see me... taking a nap while she was therE! in a few weeksi'll realize that high school is over... forever! she seems to be happy, and that is great! i'll continue with making more quizzes... if i find one which is interesting or funny... ill post the results! bye!

................

some things cannot be understand...

am i happy or sad? im worried... and quite a lot. happy because he showed some interest after 2 weeks of beging almost invisible.

ufff.... im tired. wanna sleep 24 hours non stop...

totally bored.

not in the mood. not at all.

bye

today im kinda sad... and depressed... grr... but since tonight i have a b-day party i'll see all my friends and cheer up =) i know i will! if not, alcohol will help me do so.. jeje i know it's not the best way, but wheter im happy, sad or whatever, i know that tonight we'll get drunk. unless we decide to celebrate agus' b-day in some other kind of way. anyway... my patience is reaching its end, so i'll rather do something or... do something! there is no other way out of this "issue". today is such a nice day... lot of sun, already been in the swimming pool and im about to end the book im reading right now.

my sister is starting school this wednesday, which reminds me that... i already finished high school.. and im about to strat college! wow... i still can't believe it, i will realize what has happened on wednesday, when my sister arrives home at 4.30pm with her uniform and... i'll be reading a book beside the pool.. jeje.

just called agus to say hi... and its confirmed... there will be alcohol.. =) jeje.. i'll return to my reading, byeee

y aca les muestro como anda mi querida gatita Maia* mirenlaaa....

this is Maia* isn't she adorable!? the cuttest thing i have ever seen, huged and kissed!

pic nr 1: this one i took it when she woke up from one of her daily naps. jee... she loves to sleep in my bed! (actually she loves to take naps everywhere)

pic nr 2: again in my bed... trying to continue with her nap while i took her some pics.

pic nr 3: awww look how cute she is!!! she seems a little bit surprised! je.

quizzes.. cause im bored:

number 1

number 2

this is the saddest valentine's day i ever had. *tear* The guy i wanted to see today...... he didn't even talk to me on MSN messenger. yesterday i told him i wanted to see him (nos specifically today) and he didn't answer, he went offline... (of course, he woulnd't call me so we don't talk over the phone) grrr... i like this guy a lot, and this is hurting me so much. i dunno what to do... i can't stop thinking about him, im so stupid i imagine he will call me now and ask me out or at least come by home to say hi. =(  i have a bad feeling... lack of confidence.. i dunno what to do... i wanna cry and i can't.. i wanna shout and .. *sight* he was online a few minutes ago... and he didn't talk to me... didn't even open my window to start a conversation. he went offline, as usual...

I hope you are having a better day than me... happy valentine's day to yall.

todo mal con este chico... no muestra interes o si pero no... nose si se entiende, esta medio quedado. o me esta histerikeando.. o.. no le intereso en lo mas minimo o esta con otra mina. q mas puedo pensar!? bueno tmb puedo hacerle caso a mi horoscopo que dice:

"Mil dudas sentimentales y otras tantas sospechas que le impedirán disfrutar de todos sus logros. Amor: si la indefinición sentimental suele ser su compañera de ruta, ésta será una etapa diferente en su vida. Los deseos se impondrán con fuerza absoluta, al menos mientras Marte permanezca en su signo. Posible atracción fatal.(...) Clave de la semana: no es vergüenza emocionar se hasta las lágrimas, muestre su oculta ternura "

La cosa no es hacerle caso, pero puedo interpretar cada una de esas oraciones y aplicarlas a mi vida en este momento. osea... "dudas y sospechas" mmm estan mas que claras en el sentido sentimental, pero dudas y sospechas hacia el, no en cuanto a lo que yo siento. que sera... que no indefinicón sentimental, sino todo lo contrario. se entiende? y la clave de la semana es... acepta que sos una llorona y que no te de verguenza... al menos asi lo puedo ver en mi. quiza me estoy equivocando, quiza estoy dejando que un conchudo horoscopo de la revista de la nacion... osea cualkier cosa... este controlando mi vida y sentimientos. pero la verdad que ayer la bronca q tenia.. bueno q tengo, pq no se fue a ningun lado desgraciadamente. esa bronca ayyy como me dolia. y me sigue doliendo. porque la verdad es q nose que hacer.... y justo hoy, dia de san valentin.. me pone mas sensible, seguramente esta por ahi con otra mina... es un presentimiento. espero estar equivocandome, como me gustaria estar super equivocada en este momento. (pero hasta a mi vieja se le cruzo por la cabeza q anda con otra mina oseaa... buuu    u.u  ) en fin... nose que hacer y me gusta poder controlar mis sentimientos y lo q hago y al no poder hacerlo me estoy poniendo toda histerica y nerviosa y loca... pobre de mis dientitos. pero por otra parte pienso.. y no creo .. no creo q este con otra mina... por lo q llegue a conocerlo el parecia contento. hasta la ultima vez.. y es q me volvio a decir de salir en la semana pero nunca mas lo concreto. y no aparecio en todo el finde, y cuando le mande una indirecta se hizo el tonto.. eh me dijo. y no le explike nada ni exiguio.. pq se q lo entendio. no hace falta aclarar nada. y bueno, le dije q tenia ganas de verlo pero se fue.. no respondio a eso tampoco. asi q nose... estara asustado quiza?! dudando? tendra a otra niña en la cabeza pero no q este con la otra... nose.. q se yo. pero espero poder aclarar todas estas inquietudes y pronto pq bueno... la verdad es q si siento algo por el pibe.. grrr.. definitivamente los sentimientos son ncontrolables. y bueno... hay q lidiar con ellos de la mejor manera... si se va a dar o no q estemos juntos.. no lo se, se q a mi me gustaria, nose a el. en fin... vamos a ver q pasa.

hoy curso de ingreso... fui para q me hagan el test de aptitudes y cuando llegamos a la hora nos avisan que la mina q enia q ir tenia mal la hora y q era a las 18 en vez de las 9am. osea..... me volvi a casa, dormi una siesta de 2 horas, almorze, lei un poco y aca toi... en 2 horas me tengo q ir.. me cagaron el dia entero, por completo. mañana empiezo con manejo que lo habia medio abandonado... y bueno espero mejorar con el manejo pq ando bastante floja y me da bronca, pq me muero de ganas de manejar bien. bueno... volvieron mama y papa a casa asi q todo esta en normalidad otra vez. hoy rendia juli su final de histologia... si no lo pasaba no podia empezar el 2do año de medicina en la UBA.. asi q espero q le haya ido barbaro.

bueno gente adios.. feliz dia de san valentin, o como sea.. aca la verdad es q ni se festeja.a esta altura del año siempre ando por aruba q esta lleno de yanquis y bueno.. se imaginan q hay propagandas y promociones de todo por todos lados. me aprece re tierno, y puede ser un dia espectacular para algunos, pero probablemente sea un dia triste y cuel para muchos otros. no?! en fin... espero q para uds sea el mejor dia de sus vidas ^.^ para mi no lo es u.u pq encima no dejo de pensar en skahjdasjdasjdhjkasdhjias kd... me da bronca. perdon - -

nose como descargarme..... algun consejo?!

    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ; grrr... todo me recuerda a él

hasta cuando estoy leyendo, q estoy terminando mi libro de isabel allende pieso en el... no puede seeeeer. quiero paz en mi mente. no quiero pensar mas en el... no no no no no no no no no no no no y NO.

bahh quiero pensar en el si va a ser algo lindo, que me tranquiliza y me da frueazs.. no como ahora q me mata y me da bronca. bueno enough de esto.

me hago la dura o me entrego!? what am i supposed to do?!

hace una semana q no escribo nada aca... lo deje bastante abandonado! pero la evrdad que con el curso de ingreso, manejo, el gym y las minis salidas q puedo tener con mis amigas no me queda nada de nada de tiempo para dedicarle al blog! lo cual es una lastima, pero es la verdad!

muchas cosas nuevas no pasaron esta semana... hay dos chicas nuevas en el curso de ingreso, parecen buenas minas las dos! desp.-... volvi a ver a mis niñas amadas. reunion en la casa de gise  con casi todas, eramos como 15 =) no saben q divertido! meme se fue a punta con kari, y cuando vuelve se va a chile =..( eso es triste.. pero espero q vuelva el año q viene, aparte de q viene a fines de marzo y en mayo por la entrega de los IB diploma! asi q bueno.. en invierno espero poder ir a chile a visitarla y nose.. q el año pase rapido asi vuelve con nosotras! mucho mas para contar la verdad q no tengo... solo q estoy HISTERICA. si... mis dudas son insoportables, no puedo ... tengo q confiar o arriesgar... intente arriesgar y no puede.. grr... este chico no me dio señales de vida en todo el finde y no me hablo cuando se conecto y mañana es san valentines day y no me dijo de hacer nada todaviaaaa! nose si es pq no le importa o tendra otros planes!? como q siempre tengo la idea de q quiaz esta con otra mina a la misma vez... pq claro, nose mucho de lo q anda haciendo durante el dia. aunke para el caso yo podria hacer lo mismo, pero bueno.. es como una duda. siempre pienso.. como reaccionaria si entro a algun lugar.. el q sea, estacion de serviocio, supermercado, boliche, fiesta etc... y lo veo con otra mina. obvio q me recontra enojo y waa.. pobrecito muere... pero tengo derecho a enojarme?! todavia no hay ningun compromiso, al menos dicho en palabras, en mi caso, por mi propia integridad y valores si hay compromiso, pero no me siento en posicion de reclamarle nada. nose si se entiende. uppps... deberia haber escrito todo eso en ingles pra q alguien me haga algun comentario al respecto, pero bue. la cosa es q este chico me interesa y mucho y el tema de estas dudas y esta nada pq nose q es o q no es is driving me nuts... pq quiero ver algo concreto. en fin... en parte siento q es lo q no me deja abrirme completamente con el... estas dudas. pero bueno ya vamos a ver. espero poder hablar hoy a la noche y verlo en la semana! q habra hecho todo el finde!?

i dunno if it's my computer or what.... but msn is not working... not at all. i already tried to sign in several times and its impossible... its driving me nuts! grr.. i hate when this happens. i wanted so badly to talk with him... =( he'll probably be online... anyway... i'll talk to him tomorrow if not.... but i want to now if he has any news about the car! grr... fucking msn... -which i love when it works fine-.

today i went to CEMIC and we had an english test to see which was our level.. then i returned home, had lunch... and after a little nap i went to my driving lessons... today i learnt how to park between the hurdels which i think are 6m away from each other. i did it twice and it came out pretty well =) then i went back home... did some homework, spent some time with my sister and cousin -which is staying at home for the whole week- and later in the afternoon .. 7.30pm... i went to the gym.. then i got back home, around 9pm... took a bath, had dinner and here i am. 10.59pm. i suppose that in less than 30 min i'll be flying in my dreams... i can't keep my eyes open, im really really tired.

tomorrow i'm having lunch with my high school friends! looking forward to see them... last time we were all together was... in december! quite a long time ago, specially since we were used to see each other everyday.

este es un poemita q le gusta a mi hermanita, la niña viki!

MIEDO

"El niño se ha alejado de la casa un momento
y se vuelve de pronto más lijero que el viento.

El niño en el camino se paro de repente
porque dormida estaba al sol una serpiente.

Con el juguete nuevo en las masnos deshecho
el niño se recuesta tembloroso en mi pecho.

Y en la pequeña caja del cuerpo estremecido
repercute sin tregua un violento latido.

Asi cuando en las manos aunque sean muy suaves
temblorosas de miedo se acurrucan las aves.

Sobre el pecho del niño mis dos manos coloco
y siento que la entraña se aquieta poco a poco.

Luego el niño levanta la cabeza, me mira
con sus ojos azules, y muy quedo suspira."

Alfonsina Storni