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This world is spinning around me
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Every day sends future to past
Every breath leaves one less to my last DrEaM ThEAtEr*
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| moonpark |
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papapapaaa---- im listenin to some gooood music. this dj is sooo good... and he is from argentina. Hernan Cattaneo. im listening to the moonpark special... u should download it. artist: Hernan Cattaneo, tittle: moonpark. i hear this song and i want to dancee so muuch... arrghhh the examns are coming so i cannot go out... but on the 13th creamfields is taking place and i will go,.... i will have sooo much fun. i didn't study enough today. 2morrow gise and kari r comin home so we'll study together... i hope it works, b/c lately i had conceentration problems... :S anyway... gotta go right now. i will create some mp3 cds with the new music i downloaded today and i will go to bed. good luck to everyone... byeee!
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| saturday night |
| 10.30.04 (7:07 pm) [edit] |
It's a Saturday Night - By the undergroudn projecy we got a party going on get your hands up we got a party going on get your hands up Every week and minute I sit here thinking of you I can’t wait to get in I’m waiting for the week to be through Saturday’s the only day I wake up thinking about Cause every other day is just another day no doubt Cause every time I think about you, thoughts go through my mind And everybody’s working for the week Everything is alright on a Saturday night And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey's by my side The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light And everything’s gonna be OK Cause it’s a Saturday Ain't thinking about Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday it's alright Ain't thinking about Thursday or Friday cause tonight’s Saturday night Every week and hour I think about just you all by my side And I can’t wait much longer Wanna show you how I feel for you tonight
Saturday’s the only day I wake up thinking about Cause every other day is just another day no doubt Cause every time I think about you, thoughts go through my mind And everybody’s working for the week Everything is alright on a Saturday night And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey's by my side The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light And everything’s gonna be OK Cause it’s a Saturday Everything is alright on a Saturday night And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey's by my side The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light And everything’s gonna be OK Cause it’s a Saturday Ain't thinking about Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday it's alright Ain't thinking about Thursday or Friday cause tonight’s Saturday night Saturday’s the only day I wake up thinking about Cause every other day is just another day no doubt Cause every time I think about you, thoughts go through my mind And everybody’s working for the week Everything is alright on a Saturday night And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey by my side The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light And everything’s gonna be OK Cause it’s a Saturday
Ain't thinking about Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday it's alright Ain't thinking about Thursday or Friday cause tonight’s Saturday night Everything is alright on a Saturday night And I’ve got all my fellows with their honey's by my side The DJ spins a record ‘till he hits the morning light And everything’s gonna be OK Cause it’s a Saturday... |
This song reminds me soooo much to my trrip. today i went out to have dinner with meme and kari, and we talked a lot about the different things that happened in the trips... and arrrghhh i wish to be there! i can't believe it's over.... it happened sooo long ago... more than a month. fjhsfjskdfbjksdf,jdffn (that shows my anger) i wanna be there RIGHT NOW! i miss being happy and drunk all the time, and having fun with stupid things... i had fun being with my friends wihtout having to ask for permission, with lot of money... ... ... i wish i had the chancec to travel under a similar situation to some placece and have fun and awww... I miss brazil... fuck this fucking world, fuck the ibs which are starting next week, and fuck the school... and fuck time, because it goes away too fast and there is no way to recover it. i dont wanna be old, i wanna be young forever, and have no responsabilities, and have fun and just be like in brazil... happy happy happy happy and super duper happy.... i had some drinks tonit, im not drunk, but i have lots of energies and i have to sleep... i have to do something... but... what!? AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA ...... i realley, reallly, really, but reallt need to do something. good neeeeewwss!!! this guy which i meet in asia, he asked me out :D im so happy... dunno when, and where, b/c im in the middle of the ibs but he asked me out, and reminded me of it the next day... sooo i want to see himm.... i can't remember hes face but i am sure he was cute.. and he is sooo nicee... anyway... today i visited my ex bf... and he said some indirect things, that he thinks we will be back together, and i know that it won't happen, so im sad for him... he is a good guy, she should get a new gf. ok... i need to sing and dance, so good bye... :D (tengo calor por haber tomado.. la puta)
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| taraaaan |
| 10.26.04 (9:32 am) [edit] |
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bueeeno... hoy agarre y me fui al mediodia del colegio por varias razones. numro uno, no habia estudiado para el essay dee history, nuumero dos me queria inscribir en la UBA... asi q me vine acasa desp de comer y fui a la sede del CBC en Martinez.... re mala onda la gente pero bueno (los q atienden, no los pibes/as... menos el viejito que me dijo todo re bien un amorsis) en fin--- recien volvi y aca toi--- estudio bio? mmmmmmm deberia. asi q ba bai a todos y suerte. luv ya
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| sasa |
| 10.24.04 (8:51 pm) [edit] |
sabado a la noche con gise... jaja q divertido, la pase re bien.
fuimos a kansas pero estaba lleno, era obvio, pero gise tardo tanto en buscarme.... lugar para dos personas 60 min de demora, y siempre mienten osea q es mucho mas tiempo. asi q nos fuimos al neo cultural. comimos pizza :P re ricaaa.... y gise se pidio un trago q se llamaba kriptonita o algo asi, parecia pasta de dientes , askeroso maaal... la boba tomo dos tragos y ya estaba borracha asi q me cague de risa. desp la lleve al video bar pq yo tmb keria tar alegre... y ahi nos pedimos dos sex on the beach.. q me los tome yo... y eso fue suficiente para estar en pedo alegre, q se potencia cuando estas con alguien borracha, asi q volvimos caminando a lo ded gi.. muy divertido pq nos caiamos y estabamos re tontas. y habia unos chicos con mascarita de batman q nos levantaron del piso, en la vereda de libertador, osea.. je.. y nos nos kerian dar las mascaritas :( en fin... fuimos al mac. taban las amigas de mi sis. gise y yo bobas maaal. fuimos a lo de gise. la vieja se dio cuenta q gise taba borracha.. yo disimule mejor :D fui al msn, no podia poner dos palabras juntas. telefono.. jeje 4010-1100 jajaj es como un chat, muy gracioso... y..mm nose todo ben. desp cuento lo dee gaston pq paso algo, nada grave pero lo kiero comentar. en fin, me voi a hacer la presentation de workshop. chau gente
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| kansas |
| 10.23.04 (8:02 pm) [edit] |
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voi a comer a KANSAS con gise, toi esperando a q me pase a buscar, en verdad primero me tiene q llamar, pero bueno... nose q onda.. espero q no me cague y arruine mi salida de hoi, pq me toi muriendo de hambre
esto es lo q hable con caro, desde el msn de mi hna... me sono re triste... :( hay q cuidar a las amigas y no cagarlas.. viki viki... q anda pasando? no digo q la cagaste ni nada asi... pero nose.. cuidado!
carolina..... ][ ..The world is not enough but it is such a perfect place to start... dice:
decile que gracias por venir a casa
viki... it's true i got demons inside me and sometimes they need to speak - watch me bleed, i'm no beauty... dice:
epaa... sono feo eso
viki... it's true i got demons inside me and sometimes they need to speak - watch me bleed, i'm no beauty... dice:
pq no fue?!
carolina..... ][ ..The world is not enough but it is such a perfect place to start... dice:
asi queria q suene
viki... it's true i got demons inside me and sometimes they need to speak - watch me bleed, i'm no beauty... dice:
me imagine
viki... it's true i got demons inside me and sometimes they need to speak - watch me bleed, i'm no beauty... dice:
tas enojada?
carolina..... ][ ..The world is not enough but it is such a perfect place to start... dice:
nop....
viki... it's true i got demons inside me and sometimes they need to speak - watch me bleed, i'm no beauty... dice:
pero..
carolina..... ][ ..The world is not enough but it is such a perfect place to start... dice:
y decile.. q yo si no hacemos algo.. nunca mas salgo con ella
carolina..... ][ ..The world is not enough but it is such a perfect place to start... dice:
porq me aburro
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| Little Red Riding Hood |
| 10.23.04 (2:53 pm) [edit] |
y que opinan de esto? mmm quizaza queda bueno, nose nose.... hay q ver.

Little Red Riding Hood!
bueeno... ayer a la noche parecia que no iba a salir pq no encontraba como ir para el centro. la llame a esta chica q vive cerca pero no salia, asi q kari llamo a otra y bueno arreglamos con ella. re divina, re bien. fue mi mejor amiga de chiquita y volver a la casa y ver que estaba todo igual me trajo miles de recuerdos. fue raro, pero lindo. fuimos a perica, ahi estaban todas.. ya bien borrachas pq llegamos 2am. pero no importa.. una hora ahi estuvimos tomando y cagandonos dee risa y deespues fuimos a Asia de Cuba... trate de ver si lo encontraba pero como no me acuerdo de su cara fue algo bien imposible. desp le pregunto a ver si fue... si estaba me voi a kerer morir.. en fin. habia otra persona... no si era el o no, pero erano los amigos y el era muy parecido. ayy me mori del amor y me trajo miles de recuerdos mas... q ganas.. en fin. me diverti con las chicas.. y desp volvi a casa. hoy tengo q hacer cosas del colegio pq sino caput tomorrow. y bueno... estoy feliz pero podria estar mejor (falta eso, aunke sea alguien dee quien hablar.. se entiendee? no es dee desesperada... pero bueno) seguire haciendo mis cosas... y en algun momento pasara. chau gente.
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| She |
| 10.22.04 (8:28 pm) [edit] |
*Aca va una linda cancion para todos ustedes*
"Cierra tus ojos voy a contarte algo que nunca te dije antes. Ella atrapo mi corazon ella es la dulce miel que me hizo sentir distinto a los demas algo cambio, cuando estube a su lado.
Hoy no recuerdo como podia sin conocerla pasar mi vida ya no me alcanza la razon ya no me importa el mundo sin ella ella es el sueño de un perdedor que la encontro y ahora puede existir y voy a existir y podre existir por ella.
Solo podemos caminar bajo el caliente sol del destino ella es el cielo ella es el mar ella le da el sentido a mi vida a mi vida a mi vida!!!!!
Ella - Rata Blanca
si nunca escucharon esa cancion, les recomiendo que lo hagan... es muy buena, me encanta cantarla, y es esas canciones que me hacen querer saber tocar la guitarra..... pueded ser media melancolica... pero que se yo... me gusta. no estoy triste, pero me hace pensar en muchas cosas. *sight* ja.. estado medio deepresivo para un viernes, asi que me voi a comer, y despues a cambiar para salir, tonight!
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| yeahh! |
| 10.21.04 (8:16 pm) [edit] |
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"Yeah (yeah) Shorty got down and said come and get me Yeah (yeah) I got so caught up I forgot she told me Yeah (yeah) Her and my girl used be the best of homies Yeah (yeah) Next thing I knew she was all up on me screaming"
Usher - Yeah!
awwww... i love that soong... it reminds me of so many good memories.. *sight*
yesterday i thought i had received a sign. however, today a different one appeared.. in reality... the one from yesterday is valid, but today’s... i just invented it. the second option is what the signed showed me... the path, my aim, my objective, where i should go, what i should do... and how. i got to buy new clothes, i definitely got to. when? mmm i hope soon (of course that is not my objective, but a thing to be done in order to reach it) jeje... anyway... gotta leave, dinner is ready. bye!
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| santa |
| 10.21.04 (4:13 pm) [edit] |
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mi sis is weird... she is singin something lkike this "lalallalaa. lalalala... atrapa a santa claus lalala.. laa..tiralo en un costaaaal... llaaallala lalalalalalaa" y lo repite una y otra vez! "nanananaaa lalalalaaa atrapa a santaaa"
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| some words... |
| 10.20.04 (7:19 pm) [edit] |
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si miro pienso, si pienso, miro, si no miro, no pienso pero dudo y si dudo entonces pienso pero entonces, que hago? lo miro, no lo miro, lo quiero, lo dejo, lo busco, insisto? intento? lo dudo, lo dudo... no dejo de pensar, no, puedo no pensar, quiero pensar, pero no debo pensar. debo hacer lo que tenga q hacer, pero al no saber que es lo que tengo que hacer la duda entra, invade, molesta, se acomoda y no se va mas. una señal? ojala la tuviera, si estuviese todo seria mas facil, mas simple, sabria que hacer, cuando donde y como, y si actuo si lo hago el resultado cual seria? sola? acompañada? lo intento o no? pruebo o no? lo siento, lo quiero, lo necesito, lo busco? lo consigo? como lo hare? como lo lograre? podre? sere capaz? tengo lo necesario para hacerlo, para q me haga caso, para q se cumpla?. si pienso entonces no lo debo hacer mucho, si actuo que sea rapido, hacerlo ya, ahora, no despues, ya es tarde, no lo hago, que se muera, no esta mas. se fue. gone forever. maybe... maybe not... who knows? who cares? who fucking cares?! nobody does... and nobody will... so i will just stay here, looking and wondering what would it be like to be in his arms. hugging and kissing him.... i had a chance, i don't regret what i did... but i would have stay ed a little bit longer if i knew...if i only knew what was going to happen next. will i ever see him again? i know i will... i know i will.. but when? i want to see him now, right now, tonight. he won't be there, i know, i simply know, and i hate to know it, i hate to know the truth, i hate to be myself, i wanna be different, i wanna be special, have something to share with somebody... y el otro? he is there... donde? dunno.... y si apunto a eso? si lo intento? por esa zona no se la verdad, no tengo idea de la verdad, parece ser mas entretenida la verdad, pero.... me queda la bronca, no se si quiero, pero al no poder, lo quiero, es bronca, es furia, es orgullo, es querer tener poder. no lo tengo ahora, lo tenia antes, lo quiero volver a tener... lo tendre? quiza algun dia, quien sabe... quien sabe.... he doesn't even know... ella averiguo, hizo la cagada de averiguar y contarme. por un lado preferia no saberlo, ya lo presentia, pero no hacia falta, she didn't have to tell me the fucking truth.... i already knew it, in the bottom of my heart, somewhere in my mind, and in his, everybody knew that it would be something like this. what never existed, could never last... and i just wish something had existed.... at least something small. well.. if we consider that a thing, then something existed. it was enough for him... and for me? i really don't know, i know it was... but... maybe i am still thirsty. and i want more. everybody wants what she or he cannot get. life is not easy... hard sometimes, harder others, even harder when you least expect it. so... what am i going to do? i can't stand here like a stupid tree with my stupid legs buried on the mud. i got to do something. pero que? arrghhh.... en fin, siempre volvemos a lo mismo. si pienso es malo, pq pienso demasiado. ultimamente pienso de todo, con todo, sobre todo, es incomodo, es molesto, no me deja vivir en paz, sin embargo in my mind, in my soul and in my heart i feel happines, i feel relief, i feel energies... i have to use them, i have to get them. i want both, so then i can choose. los quiero...... wtf is going to happen now?! help.... i just need some help, which i will never accept. so these are a few words which i had to say, in a way or the other. they don't have a meaning, you will probably think i am talking about somethin, or someone, but it only has a meaning in my mind... if you have read everything.. omg... you must be really bored!
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| lero lero |
| 10.20.04 (6:35 pm) [edit] |
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aca ando... pensando que hacer de mi vida, analizando la situacion, y decidiendo que tengo que hacer y como. tantas cosas por hacer, tanto por resolver, tan poco tiempo, y ganas de hacer otras muchas cosas. *sight*
con kien voi a iiiiirrr?? no tengo con kieeen... arrghhhhh the big L. :( nononononononono no puedo aparecer con eso, tengo q encontrar algo mejor. ya voy a conseguir, i can do it, i know i can, it's just... just..mmm some good luck? and well... nose... something else... me! jaja no.. nose.... algo voi a hacer.. ya vere como y cuando, but soon.
wonder woman? maybe... i like it.
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| just me |
| 10.18.04 (10:46 pm) [edit] |
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me busco :) y hable un ratin. el otro tmb me hablo... mas de lo normal... fue raro, es como q ahora q encontre como sacarlo de mi cabeza empieza a tener una minima participacion... en fin. ya vamos a ver q pasa.
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| another day |
| 10.18.04 (7:08 pm) [edit] |
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mmmm i think i don't got any new thing to tell you... mm just a normal day. Tomorrow i will be skipping school in the morning. i got to finish, not only my CAS project, but to complete my CAS diary and study -or at least read for the first time- the history pages about Mussolini and Peron... arrghhhh.... tomorrow we got another timed essay, he has a thing with them... every week we have a new one. The truth is that if i were a good student, i would study for this timed essays and i wouldn't even have to study for the real exam... but since i am not taking advantage of them... i will have to study for the ib. talking bout them, two weeks are left... and then... omg... the real thing begins. I got to start studying... i do. gotta leave now. bye!
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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! (at least it is today in argentina)
friday night... wow.. i had soooo muuuch fun!
saturday also.... we went to kari's place and then to a club. we danced a lot and got drunk, so we did the usual stupid things we do when we are under the effect of alcohol. :P of course, he didn't go... arrghhh... i don't want to spend any more time thinking about him, he doesn't deserve it. i still have julian's face in my mind... thoseblue eyes... i won't forget them. i wish i had taken a pic of him...but the only ones i have are too far away. :( he was so cute. anyway.... brazil is gone, and it will never happen again. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa quiero volver a brasil, no puede serrr... odio los recuerdos, solo me gusta vivirlos... me pone de mal humor, impotencia no poder volver a sentir esa felicidad. cuando salgo lapaso bienn, pero son unas horas... no dias enteros... q pendeja molesta q soi, quiero lo imposible... aaarrgghhhhh *sight*.
me agarro el mal humor. tengo hambre, quiero coca... mmm me voi chau gente, disfruten de la vida, y no se amargen por los tarados que se hacen los indiferentes. pensar que era yo la que lo agarraba de la mano ylo llevaba a todos lados... aayyy era feliz en ese moemento, de verdad que lo era. chau
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| i am waiting for your...... |
| 10.15.04 (11:03 pm) [edit] |
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esperando a q me vengan a buscar.
destino: Asia de Cuba... con parada en Perica (bar en libertador y coronel diaz, mas o menos) hoy cumple de kari, FELIZ CUMPLE NENA, TKM! (aunke no lea este blog lo tenia q poner)
mood: con muchas ganas de bailaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar!
mama preguntando como vamos a ir, mejor no le digo q maneja calu pq sino..... "remis remis"
bueno, me voi a esperar en otro lugar, con una coca en la mano o un chocolatin. love ya! byee!
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| friday night! |
| 10.15.04 (7:36 pm) [edit] |
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today is friday.... finally the end of the week. i can't believe the guys from xxx school continue throwing eggs... i know that next friday will be the worst of all days, b/c its their last day of class, so... they will do something big, i know it, everybody knows it. our plan for today consists in going first to bianka's place, then to a club called Asia de Cuba. :D i'm happy... mmmm i want to see him, i can't believe almost a month ago i meet him... and i haven't seen him here in arg... :( many girls are interested in him, why would he look at me? a friend of his told me i have chances... but i just dunno, maybe he said that so i won't feel bad. mmm i don't care... tonight i will have a looot of fun!! byeee gotta get ready!
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| at home |
| 10.13.04 (2:31 pm) [edit] |
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vino andres... asi q me duele tod, ahora no tanto igual. no fui al colegio. dia depre. comida, tele, libro --El hombre Duplicado-- de Jose Saramago. mefalta ler la mitad. por ahora me gusta mucho. no solo la historia en si, y los temas que seplantean sino también la forma en la que escribe. despues voi a copiar una partecita para que vean, pero no ahora, no tengo ni tiempo ni ganas. en fin... tengo muchas cosas que hacer para el colegio, me tengo que poner las pilas porque desde que volvi del vaije abandone completamente mis responsabilidades y ya estoy empezando a ver los resultados. school will be over in a month a 2 week.... :S creepy. en fin... life goes on, y por un lado me muero de ganas de terminarlo, pero por el otro no. --no puedo creer que ya paso el viaje, simplemente NO lo puedo CREER, medan ganas de llorar, aarghhhh-- la pase tan bien.. ay ay ay... recuerdo y mas recuerdos... no me gusta que los lindos momentos se acaban, la verdad es que no me conformo solo con el recuerdo, me gustaria poder revivirlos. life is so boring sometimes, i know it's my fault, i got to do something... as soon as school is over i will re schedule my whole life, including things like, geting my license (yeehh quite late) learn how to play the piano, go to the gym, and start sometype of cooking lessons... those are my ideas... espero poder cumplir con mis aims... no more "talking" for today... continuare con mi lectura, y luego tratare determinar las cosas de CAS. (deadline is on friday... omg, wtf am i goin to do... i just dunno)
good luck, and good bye!
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| blableando |
| 10.12.04 (5:43 pm) [edit] |
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tengo nuevas fotos de brazil... foto de julian con otra chica ¬¬ no me importa. nunca mas en mi vida lo voi a ver, pero es tan lindo... lastima q no se le ve la cara, ni los ojos... esos ojoooos.. quiero abrazar a alguien. ja.. toda trola. pero no es de trola, yo me entiendo... cosas q pasan, cosas q pasan y no se entienden. Pero quien me entiende? quien entiende algo de todo esto? quien lee mi blog? nadie, mas vale, y quien lo entiende? nadie, pq esta en español, y por aca todos se manejan con el english... y me da fiaca escribir en ingles, pq tengo que pensar mucho mas, y a esta hora cuando recien volvi del colegio mi cabeza quiere descansar. no quiere trabajar mas, solo vagar por ahi. en verdad deberia leer el hombre duplicado. q fiaaca -- mucha-- demasiada. reno no nos habla, wtf, nose que le pasa. cuando tiene un problema nunca te va a hablar, su forma de solucionar las cosas, o mejor dicho, lidiar con los problemas, es ignorandolos, no lo entiendo. me da bronca, pq la quiero, es mi amiga, pero no puede ser que cada vez que le pasa algo nosotras vamos a correr atras de ella hasta q tenga ganas de decir que le pasa. esta vez ni gise ni yo vamos a perseguirla, si nos quiere hablar, o decir que le pasa que se acerke. yo se que es en parte por lo del domingo, pq fuimos a rumi en vez de mint, pero dale, media pila.... no te podes enojar asi por eso. no way. anyway... life goes on, and i she wants to be our friends she'll do something about it, if not... good bye, and good luck. y bueeno.. con respecto a este otro niño en mi vida... nose, no va a pasar nada si las cosas siguen asi.... voy a intentar un poco mas, a ver si por lo menos lo veo antes de si fiesta de egresados ¬¬ jajaja q patetiiicooo... pero bueno, por otro lado conoci a los amigos de gise de la facu y me calleron re bien, de verdad, re buenos pibes, tranquilos, podes hablar perfectamente, asi q.. nose... me gustaria hacerme mas amiga, pero i dunno if that will be possible. en fin... voi a seguir boludenado, buscar coca pq tengo sed y estar atenta pq va a venir andres. sigue lloviendo y tengo ganas de dormir... voi a la fiesta del san juan hoy a la noche!? me da un poco de fiaca, pero me re tienta, me parece que me quedo en casa durmiendo, pq la cosa no da para salir tanto. ya sali, jueves, viernes, sabado y domingo, un super finde fue, la pase re bien encima!!!! :D im so happy. chau gente, cuidense, y mucha suerte.
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| lero lero |
| 10.11.04 (10:43 pm) [edit] |
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no me acuerdo bien que fue lo ultimo acerca de lo que escribi, pero tengo miles de cosas para contar!!! este finde largo estuvo barbaro.
el sabado fiesta de angie, muuy buena, barra libre todas medias borachas, bien divertido, aparte desp fuimos a ku pilar. :D re lindo. domingo... fiesta de la di tella y udesa en rumi. lamejor noche del finde. con gise, ivi, flor, afri. conoci a los amigos de gise de la facu, a dos y otro mas q era amigos de ellos. re divinos. desp fuimos todos a comera mac... re lindo. hoy dia flia. me da fiaca escribir... pero lapasa muy bien este finde. ojala todos fueran asi. :D i'm happy.
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| DEATHSPELL |
| 10.10.04 (10:00 pm) [edit] |
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DEATHSPELL
First you must decide whether or not you would REALLY want to destroy your target. It is the responsibility of the magician to be certain of his intent, and yes, I believe you must seek her annihilation if you want a full-blown curse to succeed. If not, then perhaps your magic should be more self-directed and of a healing nature.
Gather some minor possession of the subject, preferably hair, fingernail clippings, etc. Since she was an ex-lover, use the power of psychosexuality to your advantage and take a pair of her underwear. This will serve to connect you emotionally with the target of the curse, and aid in your visualization.
Using some flamable material (colored tissue-paper will do the trick), fashion a simple doll, using the hair (or other material) as stuffing. You don't need to create a work of art here...just something that you can identify as the target. While creating your effigy, recite a mantra you have made based upon the target's name.
Pick a remote area on a moonless night, bring a candle (black), needles, chalk, a sharp knife and some flamable liquid (lighter fluid works).
Light the candle.
Chalk a "destructive" power symbol on the ground. Some people use the Satanic baphomet, some use the counter-clockwise swastika...use whatever you like, the more personal, the better (I prefer a skull and crossbones).
Place the effigy in the center of the symbol.
Invoke Abaddon the Destroyer. You must write your own invocation here, but be certain to make a good case for calling this Lord of Wrath into being. Be formal about it, and be certain to mention his all his titles and deeds (The monsters of the pit can be extraordinarily vain!) Inform him of all of your target's crimes, and your malevolent desires. The more impressive you make your invocation, the more likely it is that Abaddon will take heed. Do not expect him to appear in physical form, but if you are confident in your invocation, rest assured *he is there*!
Now invoke every bit of rage and hatred that you can summon. Everything. I mean it, focus all your being on this tiny range of emotion, and direct it onto the effigy. The effigy (and hence, your target) is responsible for all of it.
With loathing and distain, plunge the first of the needles into the effigy's abdomen. This is for fear. Concentrate on the terror you want the target to feel. Take as much time as you feel you need to express this desire.
Repeat, this time put the needle in the head. This is for confusion. Invoke an image of blurred hysteria and insanity. Concentrate.
Stick the final needle into the effigy's heart. Twist it a few times if it makes you feel good. This is for the anguish that has been caused to you. May it return to your target a hundred-fold. Concentrate on anguish.
Using your knife, slice the effigy open from head to groin, being certain that the cut connects the pins you have placed in the effigy. This is the action that will send the target on her way to complete annihilation. Be passionate about it.
Place the effigy in the center of the chalk symbol. Put the lighter-fluid on it (be sure you are careful that there is nothing else flamable about, like grass, etc). Call on Abaddon to work your will, and release this curse onto the world. Set fire to the effigy. As it burns away, imagine all your anger and hatred dissipating with the smoke. Let it all drift away with the smoke and flames. You have set your desires into action, now you must release those desires. (Imagine a magic curse to be like throwing a baseball; it only works when you let the ball travel away from you. The more you hold back, the less successful the throw.) Forget about her, and get on with your life. Rest assured that the curse will take root in time.
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| my life |
| 10.09.04 (1:22 pm) [edit] |
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viernes otra vez huevos.... por dos! primero al medio dia,(corri como una tarada) despues a la tarde, cuando saliomos. Como tenia que volver caminando a casa agarre y sali bien rapido del colegio para que no me pase nada de nada!
desfile de las chicas de 4to, estuvo muy lindo, re bien organizado y re lindo decorado. las chicas (la mayoria) re divinas. despues... me volvi a casa, y me fui a lo de Angie, de ahi a RUMI... gise nos cago y no vino, se quedo durmiendo (y me entere pq vi a la hna pq sino....) ahi nos encontramos con bianka y otras... tome un sex on the beach que estaba baaaaaaarbaroooo muuuuuuy rico. y nos lo invito el hno de angie! obvio que a rumi entramos gratis, de una pasamos por la entrada, estaba uno q trabajo en rebelde way y ahora en flori, el que hace de chofer, blas heredia en rebelde.... y tmb el primo de kari que trabaja en flori. bueeno, de rumi con bianka y angie fuimos a caix, que tmb entramos gratis sin hacer cola. caiz era una pendejada pero de verdad.... nadie conocido, solo un compañero de angie de la facu... para que tengan una idea estaban las amigas de mi hna... en fin... bailamos un rato y nos volvimos a lo de angie. habiamos comprado papas fritas y empezamos a ver un video, pero nos kedamos re dormidas. hoy a la mañana cuando ella se fue a newman me dejo en casa. :) y hoy... llegue a casa y mama se fue, asi q estoy solita, y me cocine comida re rica y mire la tele y aca estoy, organizando todo para tonight. en fiiin.... ahora voi a seguir boludeando y despues hago algo util como bañarme :D
chau genteee!! nos vemos
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| -lets party |
| 10.07.04 (9:03 pm) [edit] |
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hoy fiesta de egresados del santa ines :D uiii... antes nos juntamos en perica a tomar algo con las chicas. vamos casi todas, menos kari y loli todo el grupet me parece. re bueeeno... voi a pasarla barbaro, yo lo se. la fiaca es q hay q pagar los remises pq lamayoria ya estan ahi en el centro (donde esta el boliche) pero bueno, no importa. hoy me encontre 20 pesos en el piso, gane una coca en la tapita de otra pero se me cayo un vaso..mmm buena y mala suerte! el no va a la fiesta :( (mala suerte) asi q... nose... eldia esta bien y mal, bien y mal... en fiiiiiinn.... me pienso divertir mucho.
a viki nose q le pasa, vamos a tener una charla sis to sis muy pronto, pq la pendeja va por el mal camino asi.
mañana desfile northlands 4to año! despues.. kansas maybe, rumi maybe... depends on sooo many things. lo quiero ver. lo quiero veeeer.
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| flying eggs? |
| 10.06.04 (7:20 pm) [edit] |
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arrrrghhhh..... today at school a group of guys from another school attacked us with eggs... one of them went straight to my right leg and i had to run until i got to the school doorway, and then the egg dried up and it was sticky and smelly and uugghhh... gross.
ok.. i will explain a little bit the situation. There is a school, approximately 10 blocks away from ours, which traveled with us in the graduation trip. We got along very well in the trip (we were in the same hotel and some of the activities were done together) however, since we returned from the trip either some girls of my school go to theirs and throw eggs or they come to our school. i never went to their school, and i was never persecuted by them, but today, at mid-day, i went outside school to buy some snacks and visit the girls which have lunch in a place two blocks away from school. I went to a shop around the corner and when i return they shouted to me, “c'mon, run into the shop, b/c they are throwing eggs.” i didn't believe them, until i saw a crashed egg in the street. so we were around 10-15 girls all jammed in this small shop waiting for them to come again so we would know that the path was safe. we didn't have time to wait, since the bell was about to ring, so in small groups we decided to walk those two blocks covering ourselves with extra sweaters or whatever we had. one group went, nothing happened, the second one went, and nothing happened, the third group went (mine) and when we were about to arrive we feel eggs crushing in our feet and (this happened so fast I hardly remember how it really was) i turned around and see around 10 guys with eggs running towards us (we were only 4) so we desperately run and they were able to throw at least one egg to each one of us. aarrrghhh... they had it all planned and it went out so well that my anger rises more than what it should. they were so silent, and careful, that we didn't notice them at all until the eggs were crushing in our bodies. then they tried to throw eggs to other groups of girls but weren't able... before leaving they drive a few times around the school and i could recognize some of them...
tomorrow we have the athletics interhouse, but on Friday something big will happen. we need to do something. Because yesterday a small group of girls went to their school in one car with only two eggs, and they threw them, but then a guy stepped in front of the road so the girls had to stop the car, and from the shops around the area lots of guys came out and threw eggs inside the car.... so it was two times in a row that they were successful. Next time the victory will be ours. IT MUST BE, b/c of our pride and reputation.
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| nightwish!!! (love the bunnies) |
| 10.05.04 (10:40 pm) [edit] |
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today was a good day... i did lots of things. as i said in the previous post, i skipped school. in the afternoon i went, and arrived home around 6pm. i went to the shop to get the book which i left to make photocopies and while i was waiting there for it to be finished my ex bf arrived. he said he called home and they told me where to find me, and since he was bored so he decided to visit me. I had to buy the tickets for the nightwish concert so he told me he would come with me (to buy them) and so we went. and we had a pizza after buying the tickets, we talked a lot as friends, it was very nice. He talked to me about the girl he was going to ask out, and i talked to him about the guy i am waiting to receive an invitation. then i returned home and had dinner again. (i'm eating a LOT... :P) i talked with my guy, but it was a stupid and boring conversation... he went offline without even saying goodbye :( mmmm i should really forget about this guy, he doesn't seem interested despite what he told my friends. know i will take a bath and go to bed, i'm really tired. byeee!
IM SO HAPPY I FINALLY GOT THE TICKETS FOR THE CONCERT. It's on the 27th of november, after Creamfileds (to where i also wanna go) i'm going with my sister and her friend Caro... :) i know a few guys which are also going but i'm not that close to go with them, maybe by that time i know them better.
if you are bored as i am go to THIS PAGE!! it's soo funny... jjeje a little bit dumb, but... who cares!? I love the bunnies!
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| what to do. |
| 10.05.04 (11:05 am) [edit] |
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at home... skipped school this morning, didn't feel like going. i couldn't sleep well and i don't feel completely well... i would love to stay here sleeping, but i got to attend to gym lessons, if not i won't pass the trimester.
yesterday i spoke with him.... 2 words....... arghhh... i dunno why he is so shy, or whatever... i really wanna see him, but i cannot act so desperately, and give him my phone number or something, i have to wait or maybe i should use some indirect questions.. mmm i already talked with a friend of him, and i said to him that i had no problem in going out with him or giving him my phone number and i know that he spoke with his friend about the talk we had... soo...mmmm i just dunno what to do or what to think. yesterday we were talking and realized that its been 2 weeks since the last time we saw each other. (i thought that he would say something about going out, buut i had to go :( and when i returned the conversation was about a complete different theme) anyway... i hope i can talk with him today. arrghhh.....
my ex bf will be coming tomorrow in the afternoon to have a snack with me, we need to catch up on each others lives. In the end he is not leaving to the US on January, he will study here and then when he finishes the career he will move to the US.
today i am buying the tickets for the Nightwish concert which is on November!!! im sooo happy!! my sister and her best friend are going, i also know a group of ppl going... it is going to be great.
ok.. gotta go to school now. byeee!
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| boring monday? |
| 10.04.04 (4:11 pm) [edit] |
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what can i say about today? not much... just another day. School was fine, neither super fun nor super boring... it's monday so we were not in our best mood, however we talked a lot about our weekends and the different things that happened.
this friday is the year 11 fashion show... and after it we are goin out somewhere to dance... rumi? maybe... dunno, too early in the week to know. Saturday angie's bday. {LaGartOs... KU pilar? emmm maybe} sunday ((LONG WEEKEND)) mint? some girls from school have a band which will be performing there.
couldn't talk with him yesterday :( maybe i will today, mmm... i really don't have time b/c i have to finish reading a book for tomorrow (in reality i have to start it, 430 pages ... shit....) anyway.... lo kiero ver este finde. will i have luck? pleeeeaaasseeee..... i really wanna see him. :'( *snif..* arrghhh..... some girlz told me he wanted to ask me out buut... (there is always a but) he wasn't sure how i would react to it. OMG!! WTF is he thinking about, c'mon.... the obvious ans is YES.
now i have to make some copies of an organic chemistry and biochemistry book which i want to use to study for the IBs. byeeee! cya l8er!
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| *sight* |
| 10.03.04 (9:36 pm) [edit] |
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dijo que le encantaba y que me keria invitar a salir pero no sabia que iba a pensar yo... la puta esa se lo calento toda la noche del viernes... deberia haber ido a esa fiesta... arrghhh... q bronca, y encima no fue a ku pilar :( hable con el amigo. (m) {phone number?, no problem i said} cuando lo voi a ver? *sight* i'll keep dreaming about him.
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| hoi |
| 10.01.04 (6:44 pm) [edit] |
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me esta dando mucha fiaca escribir en ingles. Asi en español nadie lo lee, pero bueno, no importa. Ayer fui a la fiesta del St. Mary oh the hills. fui a la casa deluli y ahi estaba kari y las tres fuimos a Perica (un bar cerca de libertador y coronocel diaz) ahi estaban angie, capu, clari b, agus y consu. tome un speed con licor de durazno (muuuy rico) y desp fuimos a pacha, llegamos 1.45 y estaban entrando justito, se disfrazaron de muñecas. La fiesta en si no estaba muy buena, la musica mala y poca gente, bahh normal, muchos se fueron temrpano por eso parecia poca gente mas al final. igual la pase barbaro, con capu y angie al principio muy divertido y despues kari se unio. estaba el chikitin de agus asi q ni la vi, tmb estaba gaston con nico, re bien cero incomodo y muy buena onda, conoci a los chicos de angie, y estaba el hobbit que bailo con nosotras y despues se fue con consu, que pobrecita desp vomito y eso, pero el pibe la cuido, nosotras igual chekeabamos que estaba bien. just in case.
volvimos a la casa de kari y ahi dormi una hora, (llegamos a las 7) y cuando kari fue al colegio a mi me dejaron en casa a la mañana. 12.10 me desperte para ir al colegio pero me dio fiaca y segui durmiendo. a las 5 me levante.. bahh me levantaron gise y viki y me cocine algo para comer, me tire a ver la tele y aca toi. Hoy ni loca salgo, quiero ordenar unas cosas y leer un poco. mañana.... ku pilar! con gise las chicas y los amigos de gise de la facu!
gise mañana da su primer parcial en la facu, bahh el ingreso, es de maths. MUCHA SUERTE!
bueeno.... i think there is nothing else to talk about. El autista me hablooo :D y me pregunto q hacia hoy :D al finnnn... pero bueno, de a poco. tengo todo el tiempo del mundo. no le voi a decir mas autista pq queda feo... le voi a decir..mmm E. (lo de autista no lo invente yo, lo dijo el chikitin de agus)
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I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn








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